lalala...
happy belated national dae!!
spore is 41 years old...so young whee..hahas...
nth much to post...
so sianzzzz...
i currently have NO LIFE...
i juz wake up go sch cum home study slack eat sleep
somehow...
ive no motivation to study...
no more twokay to look 4ward to in sch...
no more usual gang to crap wif...
parents are stiu naggin lyk crazie...
im disappointed wif miself tooo...
y im so slack...
y im lidat...
bleahx...
suddenly a though cums to mi mind
lol
y muz i be so noble...
to offer to change seats 1st...
ten now i so lonely in frnt?
bud anw i tink its a good change?
i duno...i wunder if i staed n din wanna change place
which of u would offer to go in frnt?
ive been getting pissed by ppl nowadaes
n i dun noe YY...
i juz feel pissed...
and i tried to show mi piss-ness
bud u all dun seem to notice...
not even mi moodiness at times...
u all juz overlook tose small tings...
u juz tink 'wunderful' shiyeng wun get pissed and wun get sad...
shell alwaes be happy...
and ten wad?
take mie 4 granted?
i noe wad its lyk feelin leftout...
i noe wad its lyk feelin sad bud not noeing hu to tell and wad to do...
i observe ppl ard mie carefully...
makin sure ebri1 will be happy if not ill try to cheer tem up...
u may tink i acting veh noble...
bud im tryin to do that the best i can...
bud u all seem to not notice mi feelings...
or mayb i din show tem enuff??
owells...
wdv...
hao ren mei hao bao...
im a veh SENSITIVE person...
yes i admit..
every move every action every word u do...
mayb to mie to sum1 else and not mie etcetc...
ill notice...
ill reali notice...
ppl sae treat other how u wan tem to treat u...
well no comments about tis sentence...
mayb i shouldnt care so much about tese small tings to make mi life easier...
owells mayb...
bud tis is MIE...
lyk it or not...its MIE
im juz tired mentally and physically...whoosh...
haha=D
yay ive said wad i wanted phew..hahas...
dad,mom noe u wun be able to c tis bud ill try to work as hard as i can...
i promise ill try...=D...juz dun push mie too hard..=Dgogo jiayoux!!!wheee=D
oooo...n ill try to be a better leader of ministry of reacreation yup yay hahas=D
we were juz inches away frm each oter as we pass 2dae...bud i din haf the courage to look at u in the eye...[love takes two....]
what we could have been, 14.8.06.